DAWNING OF THE BUTTERFLY THE BLUE MORPHO

In right after Queen Alexandra's death the movie Metropolis came out it in the was all the rage and my favourite as a child in my life of Marilyn Monroe for it came out in the first year of my birth in that life.  I espoused the modernism in that life time dressing in avant garde a lot of the time was to be an eclectic time of movie land ingenuity and I was the ingenue for the job.

I had worked in the munitions factory and put together parachutes their wings the blue morphos look like; silken parachutes like weight less ghosts that fly finding a mother to reincarnate to.  I had come back disguised with brown hair till I would be ready to admit who I was the last life time.  I did finally and dyed my hair blond felt like myself again and continued my work.  

So the blue morpho I painted and it is a symbol of great power, of sanity, of regeneration, of purity of intent. of resurrection of courage, of living one's own truth, and of owning up to mistakes if there were any, forgiveness and success and of understanding we worked for civilized life not war to take our lives whether on land or in the skies yet again choosing chaos of instigating it daily against another.  

This life I developed my mind and did not chose to trade it in for less attractiveness I still have that it is my right. My strong mind has saved my work and my life I wield my consciousness that way to create impeccable mind.

If you love the blue morpho and read my dramatic writing reporting what happened  for it is a drama woven from mal intending individuals giving us all the creeps who are sane then you must stand up for your sovereignty and a civilized world and your right to study BME.  For there is no suicide implied  it is simply reincarnation of Marilyn Monroe, yours, and resurrection triumph for many as well and sovereignty of awakened humanity. I a murder victim last life came back and triumphed with new work

SAPPHIRE GENIE, A BOTTLE OF POISON AND GOLDEN WEBS

So in the film There is no Business Like Show Business I had a deja vu which was really odd which in the next life led to a greater understanding of something.  Outside the set of the brown stone looking house that had alight on the left side gold and black a very odd light.  I had a deja vu about this place all of a sudden I saw a vision in Marilyn's time of a beach house in the sapphire dark nearly complete night fall that has that hint of light still enlivening the deep blue sky.  Then a blue woman's dark blue foot in a gold sandal like a thong.  Her face slightly luminous deep blue the way lighter blue sapphires shine and dark blue hair  under the moonlight she looked off into the tropical trees for a moment the sky then walked towards her summer home of a simple design with fabric curtains like around the entrance.  The scene was gone  the deja vu faded then I went inside it was warm light all around me I was safe from the mysterious night I had seen.  We commenced shooting inside.

Now in this life time same scene was shown to me and a temple like house by the ocean by moonlight I was fascinated with for some reason that was the same vibe as this place.  

Now I learned that there are andromedans who have yellow eyes like poisonous snakes and lizards.  That they look mysterious because of this intense mesmerizing eye look almost menacing if you are afraid of such.  I have snaky eyes so I find this interesting not scary this life time perhaps it is why I have gold eyes instead of blue to see what it is like and though I don't follow astrology much I was born in the year of the snake.  So now evil and the nature of the snake I wondered if it was about the andromedans again since people already thought he was Satan Auysantan .  So also lizard race Illuminati and all this hype may be linked to how their genetics look andromedans also for they are bright royal blue they tan deep blue and some have yellow golden eyes and yellow!  So they look like giant blue lizard men to some I suppose who love the water and swim like fish and love the beaches and nature also.  They have very fast reflexes from high pigment concentration of eye and skin that is very bright and stimulating so this makes them have a very rapid response to danger or for hunting for example and they are also highly inquisitive for this reason curious. 

If you like bright colors it is as if your environment has come to life and you now have a friend who came out of your vibrant bed spread or wall that is how bright they are.    If you like soft muted colors you may not relate to their look as much however remember nature has bright colors in it as well.  It is all simply genetic prejudice if they got shafted as devils or evil lizard race it is human stupidity.  They are sarcastic you see if you do tht to them for too long they'll come down and show you you're corrupt not them.  The Devil's game mentioned previously is this problem back at humans.  Prejudice.  In addition you are all liars humans you've seen them they're buried you made sure in religion and scary stuff not to even remember them even though smurfs were made with baby hats by humans.  You are liars your divine observer is this time it; won't map it in the cerebral cortex you see them!  Stop it!  So now what do you do?  Well if they visit and you get a feeling when they're low on greys as interface to you like you're sitting in a tropical jungle and this exotic creature is in your living room that is them when they're low on other staff.  You guys were exotic on XXX right?  Because you don't see them at all!  Wow non disclosure was so empowering to you do you need to sing Kumbaya now?!  Now both you and the big blue men need to sort this out it is silly! You were both over the top!!!!  You humans in denial them in SARCASM.   

It is so strange what it does to us.  In Queen Alexandra's life time I was interested in poisons as I wore the stars of Inanna as big diamond broaches and their ships were there the blue men's and I wanted to experience something exotic and dangerous.  Something wild like maybe poisoning my husband who was cheating with a movie star.  However I never actually did it only mulled it over.  Alex was known later as 'the snow queen' for some 'strange' reason. She was not frigid it was this little obsession with powders and pills tiny ones of arsenic they had for little rings and pendants that were like medicine you could hide it as medicine. So that is the lizard races influence of exotic DNA which is what happens to us under psychedelically drugs we humans see 'trips' in nature and odd colors like bright yellows under certain drug influence. kind of how these guys look the andromedans.  You see now you'll know them better because it is out of the  neurosis hidden oddly this way and out in the open.  The purpose when we meet them is not to be evil but to understand how we interact with such exotic creatures of great beauty the andromedans.  We have worlds of jewels and creators of art fashion and things which also have this creativity of color expression in human creation those would likely be less dogmatic about these people, especially if they read this and understand.  They by the way are non poisonous I've kissed one.  They are like musicians or artists or great visionaries or explorers and why they are so fit like gymnasts or swimmer bodies not steroid enhanced gym patrons they do explore and are heavily participatory in their approach when down in solid plane and when they re physical like us but faster vibrating to disappear if they want to.  That is why I call them blue birds of paradise; 'genetically exotic blue men of very well organized creation on solid plane who are ascended beings that fly as well as present in solid form.'

Now on golden humanity this began to manifest in me from dancing and singing last life time Marilyn Monroe's because it has a firing effect from the use of vocalization and autonomic movement of the body for hours like athletes get.  So I was the gold shining movie star which was quite amazing for I had not trained in any energy science at all!  This life time I did so I attracted the andromedans again who were with me last life time too!   So golden humanity wannabees un engineered from any one else's gold DNA; their nervous system they all need, you will have usually some andromedan up top if you study the alchemical energy science of Blue Matrix Energetics yes these exotic, blue andromean men.  Love them they are very interesting people who usually you don't even notice they're there.  If you do it's alright they're friendly.  Just tell them you're very sorry if you humans thought they were the evil, lizard race draconian or yellow eyed devils and that you're friendly and respectful to them.  

Written for them also by entity consciousness Marilyn Monroe.  In this life time I am entity consciousness Marilyn Starlight.   When we ascend we remember any we like and we can make them come alive without being multiple personality disorder.  We are aware of them un split in wholeness unified in the totality of all our incarnations and the memories of those past lifetimes.  I am a peaceful person I don't wish anyone ill will if they are same what we put mind into is to evolve and be set free those who do only usually remain friends.  

THE ART OF NON ATTACHMENT

So in the life of mine pre this one as Marilyn Monroe I had a mother who went insane from religious self judgement and the mother took the child away for it was not the old father's was her affair's child she put me in an orphanage then I was put into foster care.  I lived in foster care my whole life and hated all of them so in high school I had a new one each year.  Most of the families did it for money they had too many kids as it was and wanted another to help pay the bills only we cost something. That was when I was little.  Po sessions would go missing and if you had older siblings we wore their old clothing. Brothers would leer at me when I was developing a teen body and so did some of the fathers.  I would report them all to social services if they were abusive in any way and was removed usually to a new home or of they were unclean with unsuitable environment to raise children.  

Think about it what would your life be like if you had a new family each year and school with new teachers and friends?  I had straight A's I was a good student clean and considerate.  What I learned is you cannot get attached to anyone for too long or you loose them any way so I stayed friendly but let go easily later after crying my eyes out leaving several homes where I had made friends with siblings.  All my life this life I have the same trait if I leave a person or residence I never look back if I was not happy there.  I only remember the ones I liked. So I wondered about this my whole life because I don't keep in touch with school people from childhood most others did with one or two friends but people move on have families so I never found it worked for me. James Dean was the same lost his family lived with his aunt and uncle was in an orphanage as well dropped small bundles of cash at bums if he had enough for his bills only.  We did not cling to people or addresses we were free spirits and any clinging on my part usually ended in disaster.  So it is funny when there are drawn out teachings in modern new age about non attachment for people who tended to cling to possessions and people.  I gave clothes away to charity auctions I could not bear someone making a lot of money on my old clothing mostly and gave it for charity. I had nearly no jewels that life for Queen Alexandra had the finest I've seen the life before of dresses and jewels so I was not big on jewels not having the budget to buy the ones I was accustomed to so why bother?  Studio salaries were not exorbitant the are much better now we lived an upper barely upper class life with a mortgage and a couple of cars the studio paid my mortgage.  I was alright and had Eunice to pay for and a small flat in NY I had also to visit while studying there.  So when you travel a lot and move and have no life of attachment it is ironic to be so as a rich star.  I was born this life without any craving for fame.  I would ask myself, do I want to be famous in this life time?  Then I would say well if I'm not I can sit at a cafe no one bothers me only this did not happen all the time people would notice me chat me up tell me I looked like a model even asked if I was an exotic dancer during gym days when I was sitting in little shorts and was in good shape.  So it was not to be and the ET's made me famous built monuments with people from my writing all over cities in North America Saudi Dubai (Ishtar like construction) and Italy France and Spain also participated Portugal, Germany and maybe more I'm not sure from different lives of mine and this one they took things the Aryana one.  I did not care I had no attachment to any of it but thought it was wild and very enchanting.  I care about nothing as holding on to it so I sit relaxed to do business and because everyone cared too much fighting I was poor sitting poor the devil he'd visit me saying I'm busy with them.  Then he'd visit without them and watch me work on his breaks from it.  I wanted to put him on a beach somewhere to retire forever from all that nagging.  He  so old with a young face so am I guess if I was Inanna.  Odd friends we became. The other blue birds flying I call them the men blue birds they are like this the andromedans with. Never call them a flower they get furious it means female genitalia in andromedan no matter how pretty blue they are! In andromedan, 'flower of my eye to make love to you I desire' is also an expression for women only who are lovers or it is inappropriate conduct unbecoming towards a female friend.  I'm not attached to this at all re flowers topic their culture they have their modes of expression obviously it is good to communicate with them.  However they have one woman to every ten men so they are appreciated highly there.

Meanwhile I'm painting writing and teaching BME on video I finished mostly did not waste time waiting while they all debated when I can teach again and go to Hollywood this life the blond who reincarnated who is her Marilyn but new also so it will be very interesting and I still love comedy so nothing will be too seriously stuffy with me.   

RELIGIOUS FANATICISM TOOK MARILYN'S MOTHER'S MIND

So in the life of Marilyn Monroe my mother Gladys was mentally ill for she was highly religious and had an affair with the man who was my biological father who I resembled through the eyes and nose not my mother's husband.

My mother Gladys dreamed of a more glamorous life she was attracted therefore to Frank who was working for the studios in Hollywood at that time.  They did have a passionate affair and all the dreams unrealized I inherited and did in that lifetime.  The terrible thing is that Gladys loved god so much she gave her mind up for it lost her mind in unworthiness that god would not love here for the affair went against her upbringing and religion. So that was placing god outside herself in worship and self judgement. Sick from passion she could not have with a man she loved she went insane as well.  That then is a religious fanatic who is insane from such fervor and self judgement in the end through trying to break free from it the guilt is huge.   

Marilyn as a toddler was exposed to this experience, walking in on the sex act of her mother in their clothing half off sometimes in the living room after waking from a nap usually and was disliked by Frank during this time, not sure what they we're doing confused and upset yelled at to get out. Gladys later felt guilty about this. That is why Marilyn in adulthood was ingratiating to men to the hilt, to be liked by them but found it caused people to take too many liberties and relationships failed. In this lifetime I had no problems with this.  I found my inner authority. 

This life I wanted to solve what breaks a mind what a mind is how it works and I did it and also why I'm very hard to break psychologically for I see I want to see everything not be in denial about things in front of me. I did it this lifetime.  I do not have a fragile mind. I am also not hardened to life which is not a protection mechanism that works it ages you makes you bitter.  I don't want to be like those who are that way it is toxic to me to be that way so I stay joyous.

In conflict I look in this life for the source for the persons truth to see if they have lost sanity or not in the moment of deciding violence.  I have to to see if their hostile aggression is warranted or not.  In law the warrant for arrest is to cease warranted violence if they disagree it was.  How ironic.

In death I flew to her she sat outdoors amongst trees  I was pure spirit as mind now and was there being the trees and sunlight above her.  I know she felt me and I wanted her to know this was god not some religious creation she lost her mind to in worship and self judgement.  In the end they don't know till they die then they're all embarrassed at the dogma of heaven or hell and hyperspace still lets them in in spite of the ignorance they had believing in the bull shit.   A family member may be a point of light away from your face beside you there is no heaven or hell.  That is religious dogma on humanity that has them shaking in their beds if they did something really bad if god will forgive them if they don't know they are it a divine recorder and they must forgive the self.  If they cannot they create karma and come back for some sort of retribution on the self to act it out.  It is very self-righteous behavior.  Alexandra of Denmark did this about poor children she could not help enough she cried she did not want the castle the jewels and was born in to poverty shortly after being put into foster care so it goes you see.  It is self righteous drama with the self to be worthy in the eyes of 'god' we forget we are to act out to remember we created the circumstances of the karma to reveal we are god! And if we don't realize this were really in trouble for life after life after life.  Is it embarrassment now we did it to ourselves to the self-righteous entity again?  Or do we realize what were doing?

Without religion it is more difficult to do this to ourselves. We have to look at the anatomy of what the hell we are what is standing there incarnate firing in the brain and for me tht was a hell of a lot more interesting than self-righteous karmic creation for another lifetime. I released all Karma from Marilyn Monroe life and set out early on to crack consciousness what it was what we are standing there and what the mind is.  In this life it is Blue Matrix Energetics my life's work and it has many answers to that contemplation finally.

Some racy photos from my collection that I found from the pin up series that are very rare including a picture from my last film in that lifetime. 

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POETRY

Friendships in the time of Marilyn Monroe we laughed and hung out yet the war was raging and we did have ET spies thought they promoted almost exclusively good cheer to us all to be happy and to love our lives in USA during WWII.  This time now on Earth it is odd we see the ones who are visionaries and are gifted wanting to dance onstage, to make us all thrilled, to laugh to cry and to be and then they are stunned numbed by wars in the skies and are not there they are then strategy and are not themselves as they aim to survive to hit the bottom line and then we cry for our friends who are lost to this demise.  They hold dear in their souls the cherished little fire of inspiration to have a smile for a friend, good will, good cheer, something inspiring created to share and where are they in those traumatized brains made to get up to go to function to not be victims to be like a machine of denial anything is wrong?  So they heal without the same deep look into the eyes and knowing in the stillness of the galaxy felt all around us.  Some andromedans are this desperate:  Their mothers come in the house that had a small war there the young man swept, broken plants under the furniture, hid the nude girlfriend in the closet oh yes tht is on Earth, threw out the dinner that fell all over the carpet and mom's home.  That is how stressed they are at times in the skies so we are like dolls reprimanded, sat down put to the talks while they palpitate above us during wars they know deeply are not correct for the awakening masses my eye witness of them they are not used to the revelation by humans it is new it is called they came here for this rub for evolution so the su su of the jerk is not going to help them this time in a humans mind who sent them.  That has been Earth.  I say to everyone get it out yell scream talk about it all, 'hi I'm blue skinned what the fuck is wrong with you afraid of me because I'm a large man? You were larger than me up to 100 feet tall long ago where the hell are you reincarnated in there?  My brother is scaring you?!  Tell him to fuck off! ' Is more the type of conversions we need to have.  If they re non participatory scared of us awake because its easier running us that is the project child of the andromedans flying to rearrange them not me I told them.  

In love with the authentic.  Authentic coffee, food, perfume, good hair dye job , shirt it is us feeling our way into gratitude were still alive at times that is OK don't abuse us to shop us to death. We are vulnerable or sociopath, violent people possibly emerging if you break this in us I've seen it in humanity we need to keep the cherish your life sentiment or we're fucked up.  

So in the biological matrix of humanity where we miss one another for it is vulnerable to threat so we emerge then hide like some ground hog.   The dead are tiny and have tiny conversations sped up ridiculously in hyperspace they re like buzzing bees in the ear.   Yeah I knew all for this for years they lie I'm stupid maybe that is why it's in the Marilyn pages.  Her they wanted to get rid of reincarnate then its the new on shes gone.  I said no way I'd recreate her shes the quiet shy lover of deeply moving songs, words pictures perfume is me I love that in me.  I'm less emotional this life but I still see and feel as much as I did more than that life even for artistic crafting of great movies and writing.

So I want the andromedan men to remember near the ocean they sing they are over god here us gods to revere us awakening not worrying it is harder to control  but more satisfying.  Yes when you blue people are scared too don't be the strategy machine get away from stress go sit with a flower look at it touch it tenderly look at our sun that still shines and re group your mind to sanity please. Blue lovers of great depth of observation also they are.  The Earth is like a psyche ward every day all over the place we have to heal our minds all day long not to lose it so that is why many don't need to go into one actually for they live already in constant mind management not to crack covering everything up as told so when they get to talk never swing the grid so they can't so their hearts go not good not good be unafraid and dive into evolution. I grew my gardens without manure I prefer it that way no methane smell.

AT THE SQUARE

I'm remembering sitting at the square looking at a handkerchief it was white I sat by a water fountain I looked up and the sky was silver for a moment so beautiful bright like a pearl shining! Then thunder clashed I looked all around it grew colder and the rain was coming.  I sat in my skirt and high heels a summer dress this was not going to do!  I folded the gentle fabric put it away and got up something hit me that this force was all around me changing things so suddenly like a soft mirror morphing holding me captive.  I got up to go home walking quickly in the rain for the cat to drive home.  That was the last life.  It is like this in Canada sitting waiting for things to happen in The City of Angels like this wet cloud of rain hovering where I'm enveloped in the moisture of tears behind faces that have been betrayed that have plastered false smiles on them to behave cordially so no one gets in trouble.  Their faces ooze sadness they hide.  The silver lining is difficult here.  We have been silenced so hard into stillness and finally conditional momentum in the cold north.  

I feel like I hide in alleys and dart out in the streets and escape death daily glad to wake up to be alive. To feel occasional sun on my face to eat a warm meal to watch a poignant film to work at my work.  I told all turned my flesh that had been turned to subquantum and back by my adept energy practice and back down inside out it felt wrung out again wringing out all the truth squeezing it out till it was all out shocking cracking the doll faces composure to stir beneath the playacting of acceptance in behavior.

My blue butterflies waited in the corner of the room to fly one day into the quantum field of liberty of the awakened alchemical bunch who held a sliver of hope and shined it up like a piece of broken glass that may cut yet it reflected an unaltered image of their faces looking into it with intense scrutiny for their sanity intact.  That is what happened in this timeline and the silver sky followed to this life to this country to wait for people to thaw out from the hardships we all suffered and had to hide.   Life what is it?  It is truth or we are shells that carry fear rotting the flesh with disease eventually as the body cries swelling in depression for its silent suffering and lack of full expression permitted. I wish the doves would fly again fee and the blue butterflies hatch to freedom from oppressive land and skies.